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Life (the re-boot), why I've been so quiet.

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 10, 2016, 9:58 AM


Hello, hello, hello one and all?


Did you miss me? Silly question, of course you all did (don't hate yourselves for admitting it, I don't :icongrinstareplz:). Just wanted to post a brief update on why I've not been around (and it is a big one, well it was for me).

It's not that I've finally dragged myself away from modding on Skyrim (I royally suck at it, but it's addictive as hell!), nor is it that I've finished my leave period from my old job (4 week notice). It's not even that I'm still going insane over this sodding shoulder injury that's STILL getting on my tits.

It's because my mind has been so scattered recently, it's been like a mirror shattered into thousands of pieces and I've been trying to assemble them all one by one, cutting my hands with each shard I handle. This has mainly been down to one thing which caused everything else to snowball.



Cancer.... (don't freak out just yet, the news here is good so read on....)



I am genuinely ashamed for the way I've been feeling over this whole issue, as the tests all came back negative. Some things happened, I was told it COULD be cancer, it was highly unlikely due to my age, diet, family history, steak preferences and pooping habits. I was also told that even if it was, it would most likely be a very easily treatable form.


Even so, even though I was certain everything would be negative, I couldn't help shake that feeling, that nagging doubt and I let it plague my mind at work and at home, which is exactly why I still feel bad for it in the first place. So people get diagnosed and are told to sort their will out and say goodbye to loved ones, some, even against all odds, survive and some don't, those people have a new found respect from me, whether they've accepted it and are at peace with themselves, or whether the hardest thing they do is maintain a brave front around their friends and family.

To those of you who are there and have been there, all I can say is you have a mastery of courage I never thought possible, I wish you all the best in everything you do. :cuddle:

Humble pie aside I worried over something that did not happen and I feel like a royal, self centered coward for doing so, but silver linings and all that at least the tests did not go beyond blood work, even if they did take about half a pint.


So yeah....missed you all :hug:

I FINALLY DID IT! I've made a youtube video for sculpting (well a test one), what now? 

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9 deviants said I haven't seen it yet, but MOAR!
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6 deviants said Did you auto-focus with a potato? (yes, yes I did)
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2 deviants said Something else (I'm probably going to select this box, but not say what that something else is :B).
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1 deviant said I haven't seen it yet, but no more, I know you too well. ¬¬

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The-Build
Imma poopin!
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Guernsey
A tinkerer of all things great and small, in a nut shell I'm eccentric, caffeine addicted, introverted, perverted, insane and utterly loveable.

I'm also incredibly modest. <:

Kind of like a ferret on speed.
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The-Build:iconthe-build:
I have shouted far worse things, so yes, yes entirely. :nod:
Sat Dec 19, 2015, 2:01 PM
FixMeKnow:iconfixmeknow:
My child just yelled, "I am the king of fire!" Is that normal? :paranoid:
Mon Dec 7, 2015, 7:52 AM
Olav67
Great work, and thanks for faving ;)!
Mon May 11, 2015, 11:56 PM
The-Build:iconthe-build:
Sweet pie....:drool:
Thu Jan 8, 2015, 3:17 PM
L0NE-W0lf:iconl0ne-w0lf:
Aw it's so small. There's no love here. Well here's some: :heart: :cookie: :pie: :flowerpot:
Thu Jan 8, 2015, 3:15 PM
The-Build:iconthe-build:
OH HAI! :meow:
Thu Jan 8, 2015, 3:10 PM
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:iconlaurart:
laurart Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016
:paranoid: :heart:
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:iconthe-build:
The-Build Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Missing you.... :cuddle: :heart:
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:iconfixmeknow:
FixMeKnow Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2016
I'm almost positive you've seen this before, but it still makes me LOL for real. :giggle: 9gag.com/gag/aAwY24R
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:iconthe-build:
The-Build Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You actually got me with a double whammy, I haven't seen either of those, I feel sorry for the ginger cat, but couldn't help but chuckle.
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:iconsuperhippieman:
superhippieman Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Not sure if you're still active or not but I'd like you to take a look at my latest deviation. Im trying out a new putty.
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:iconthe-build:
The-Build Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeah, on here almost every day, life has been so busy you wouldn't believe the goings on even if I told you!

I'll have a look over the weekend.
Wouldn't be beesputty by any chance would it?
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:iconsuperhippieman:
superhippieman Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Indeed! It's all the rage.
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:iconthe-build:
The-Build Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Can't remember, does it need baking?
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FixMeKnow Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2016
Made me giggle. 9gag.com/gag/avnMq7n
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